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Children’s Writer, Chania Campbell, had made her home in the village of
Pepperstock Green and on St Andrews Day she was hosting a dinner party, and
among the guests were Louise Sexton and Jade Edwards, a pair of visiting
thespians.
The hostess had
first met Louise after they both took part in the World Book Day events at
Pipershaven Library, and they became friends, but that evening was the first
time Jade and Chania had met.
There was a
period of reacquaintance with the guest that she knew and formal introductions
to those she didn’t but then after a brief chat with her guests Chania had to
excuse herself to check on the food, so it was up to the guests to amuse
themselves.
In addition to
the hostess Chania, were a skinny young woman of a similar age, Fiona Phippen,
an illustrator, who was an old school friend, who also assisted in the kitchen,
then there was Chania’s brother Aiden, an artist, Derren Mcphail, the new
curate of St Agatha’s, Kevin Southey, Church Warden of same, Literary agents,
Harry and Tracey Smedley, and Tim Weston who was a Local Historian, so it was
an interesting bunch.
Louise and Jade
got to know each other when they both worked on a very popular TV soap and
during their time on the show they became very good friends, and over the
years, in addition to the soap they had also worked in the theatre and even in
pantomime, which was why they were both in the area, as they were appearing at
the Heartstone Theatre, doing panto, playing the ugly sisters in Cinderella,
which was intended to be ironic given the way they looked.
At 30 years
old, Louise was stunningly attractive, slim with shoulder length brunette hair
and hazel eyes but even Jade, who was three years older, put her friend in the
shade with her looks.
Jade was
slightly taller and a little curvier than Louise with a shock of flame red
hair, so it wasn’t their looks that kept them single.
Their problem
was that in their profession it was difficult to meet men, well the right kind
of men at any rate, and they had over the years grown weary of being hit on by
all the usual suspects.
Men who wanted
to either be seen with a famous actress on their arm or wanted the glamour
lifestyle they imagined went along with being a successful actor or on the
baser level just wanted to have sex with a celebrity.
There was
another obvious alternative to those types of men, and that was to date someone
from their own world, someone on a par with them, but in their experience most
actors tended to have huge egos and small personalities.
So, despite
their professional success they were no different to any other human being,
looking for love or companionship or a family.
What they
needed was someone who would like them or love them for who they were rather
than thinking of them as a backstage pass to a celebrity life.
But neither of
them was actively looking for anyone so it came as a complete surprise to meet
a serious candidate at dinner party in a quaint country village.
Although in
Louise’s case it was more of a re-acquaintance.
The man in
question was Harry Smedley, Chania’s Literary agent, who she first met just
after the World Book Day events at Pipershaven Library, when she was starring
in a play at the Heartstone Theatre, and there was an instant attraction, but
Louise found out he was married to his business partner Tracey, so she backed
off, however she had since discovered that they were not a couple.
Harry and
Tracey had divorced the year before, but it was a completely amicable split
because after eight years of marriage they both realized it wasn’t really
working, they loved each other, and still did, but they were not in love.
In fact, they
still lived under the same roof, in the same house, after the split, and
planned to sell the house, or buy the other one out, if and when their personal
circumstances changed.
So domestic
life for them wasn’t really very different to when they were married, and it
really should have been if they belonged together as a couple, so they knew
they had made the right decision, and even after the divorce they were still
best friends, and of course they still worked together at the Literary Agency
they founded, Smedley and associates.
Even after they
stopped living as man and wife, the split was so amicable that they kept up
their long-standing routine of travelling to and from work together.
So, it was no
wonder that Louise jumped to the wrong conclusion, and she’d left Pipershaven
when the theatre Company took the play to Abbottsford, when she discovered the
truth of the arrangement.
But now she was
back in Pepperstock Green and there he was in touching distance, although his
ex was also at the dinner party, so she thought she should be forgiven for
getting the wrong end of the stick.
From the first
moment she got “eyes on” she kept them on and when the time came for them to
take their seats she found that she was seated opposite him and focused all her
attention on him and made it patently obvious she only had eyes for him.
“So, what
brings you here to Pipershaven?” he asked.
“I’m in Panto
at the Heartstone” she replied, “Jade and I are the ugly sisters.”
“Typecasting
then” he said, “I believe that is the curse that befalls successful soap
stars.”
“You will get a
slap” she said with a laugh “And anyway it’s a living.”
“Indeed”
“What about
you?” she asked are you still getting your 30 percent?”
“Oh yes
business is booming, though it helps to have a star like Chania on the books”
he said.
The remainder
of the evening passed in the same easy manner until it was time to leave, and
they were suddenly thanking Chania, who was at the front door saying goodbye to
her guests in turn, and then they were outside.
Jade was deeply
engrossed with Chania’s brother, Aiden, and almost oblivious to the fact that
Louise was waiting and then Harry asked.
“Are you
staying at the Ocean View Hotel?”
“Yes, we both
are” Louise replied.
“Well, I’m
already dropping Aiden home in Pipershaven so why I don’t drop you both off” he
suggested.
“Good idea”
Aiden said, and Jade nodded vigorously.
Louise and
Harry chatted as much as they had all evening and then they were suddenly at
the hotel almost before they had time to blink and were getting out of the car.
Aiden suggested
they go round the corner to a club, but they declined and then she asked
desperately
“Do you want to
come in for a nightcap?”
“Ok just a
quick one” he said, and she was feeling very smug as they went inside
“I’ll meet you
in the bar” she said “I just need to spend a penny”
“Ok”
“Oh, I forgot”
she said and handed him her key card “Order me a white wine”
“Ok”
She didn’t need
to spend a penny, though she did anyway, what she wanted to do was attend to
her makeup and freshen her perfume and when she got to the lounge he was
sitting at the bar on a barstool waiting for her, the drinks on the counter in
front of him.
When she was
halfway down the glass of wine she said
“Perhaps we can
do something over the weekend, dinner, maybe” she suggested
“The Panto
doesn’t open until Monday, so I’m completely free”
“Ah” he
responded
“Ah?” she
repeated “I don’t like the sound of “Ah”, is it an “Ah” I’m back with my wife
or “Ah” I’m with someone else or “Ah” I’m gay”
“None of the
above” he said
“Phew”
“Do you
remember me telling you during dinner that my sister Lizzie had twins?”
“Yes” she
replied, “Oh God are they ill?”
“Not them” he
replied.
“Lizzie has
PPD, Postpartum depression” he replied “and she’s not coping and nor is her
husband”
“Oh dear”
“So, the rest
of the family are having to muck in and help them through the worst of it” he
explained “They live up in Millmoor, so I’m going up for a week, maybe two”
“Oh, I
understand” she said, “is your ex going?”
“Good God no”
he said and laughed “She doesn’t like children, so she’s going to hold the fort
at the agency for me”
She was
disappointed that he was going away but relieved the Tracey wasn’t going with
him.
“Do you want
another?” she asked as she caught the barman’s eye.
“Hmm yes,
please” he replied and drained his glass “But then I have to go.”
“Do you think
you might be back by the 13th?” she asked.
“Possibly,
why?”
“There is no performance that evening, so I have the
day off, we could have dinner?”
“It depends on
who’s paying” he answered, and she laughed.
“That’s just
the type of response I expect from an agent” she said, and he shrugged.
“My treat” she
replied but seeing him again would be the real treat.
“Ok I’ll do my
best.”
They parted
company in reception where he kissed her cheek and then she watched him leave,
and it hurt, it really hurt and that really surprised her, why did it hurt? She
knew she liked him, but obviously it was more than that if it hurt.
“Why does it
hurt?” she asked herself as she walked towards the stairs and then she stopped.
“My God I love
him” she exclaimed.
Over the rest
of the weekend, with too much time on her hands she could think of little else
than the revelation that she was hopelessly in love with him, and the problem
with that was that she wasn’t going to see him for an absolute age.
Fortunately,
the pantomime started on Monday so two shows a day kept her occupied, it was
just at night when she was alone in bed.
Her one big
regret while he was away, was that she didn’t have a phone number or an email
address for him, but she didn’t.
She could have
asked Chania, but she would have felt foolish, she could even have phoned
Smedley and Associates and asked Tracey, but what possible reason could she
have for needing it?
So, she just
had to keep herself busy and wait until the 13th.
As there were
no performances on the 13th, she had the whole day off, which had to be filled,
and her mind kept occupied, she had hoped that Jade would have helped but she
had plans to spend the day with Zac.
So, she did the
best she could, including having her hair and nails done and a bit of pampering
to make the best of herself.
But that didn’t
consume nearly enough of the day.
She spent the
rest of the day Christmas shopping and then admired the festive decorations
once the darkness had fully descended.
As she walked
back to the Hotel she was feeling the chill, so she went straight to the lounge
and up to the bar.
She was sitting
at the bar, perched on a barstool drinking brandy, and feeling its warmth
spread through her, still wearing jeans and a sweater, when Harry arrived.
“Hi” he said as
he leant in and kissed her cheek and breathed in the fragrance of apples on her
hair, the aroma of coconut on her skin and an overall presence of expensive
perfume.
“Oh bugger” she
screamed inside her head, she had planned to wear a brand-new white silk dress
decorated with tiny pink roses, over some recently purchased very classy
lingerie, and be made up to perfection, and instead she was wearing jeans and a
sweater.
“You look
lovely” he said as he sat down on the vacant stool.
“And you smell
good enough to eat.”
“I am supposed
to look gorgeous” she said sadly.
“You do look
gorgeous” he said, “And you smell delicious, not like me, I look like I haven’t
slept for two weeks, hang on, I haven’t slept for two weeks, and I smell of
baby sick.”
She leant close
into him and breathed in his aftershave and its effect on her was almost
sensual, so much so that she almost buried her face in his neck before she sat
up again.
“Not a hint of
baby sick” she declared.
“Honestly?” he
asked.
“Honestly” she
replied as she caught the barman’s eye “Another please, and whatever my…. guest
wants?”
“I’ll have the
same” he said.
“I don’t know
about you but I’m starving, shall eat now?”
“Hmm good idea”
she replied and when the drinks appeared they made their way to the restaurant.
When they were
seated at the table she asked
“How’s your
sister?”
“She’s getting
better, slowly” he replied.
“And the
twins?”
“They are
fantastic, smelly, but fantastic.”
He said and as
they ate he explained in detail.
After that the
conversation was more general, but as much as the conversation flowed, so did
the wine and Louise, who had always been a lightweight, drank too much, and
when she drinks too much she is too honest.
“I’ve really
missed you” she said, and he was both surprised and pleased by the revelation
and he wondered if he had heard her correctly or if it was just the wines
effect on his processing ability, in the end he decided he hadn’t misheard and
responded.
“I missed you
too.”
“Really?”
“Really” he
confirmed.
“Oh, good
because I was really worried that I loved you and you didn’t love me back” she
said and giggled, but then she realized he was just looking at her and not
speaking and she began to back track.
“What I meant
to say is… um… err… I… erm… oh I’m sorry” she said “I used the “L” word didn’t
I.”
“Yes, you did”
he confirmed “and it’s ok because I think I love you too, but”
“But….”
“Oh shit, why
is there, a but, I don’t like the “but”, one little bit.”
“But….” He continued “I have to go back to
Millmoor tomorrow, and I’ll probably won’t be back until Christmas.”
She looked
crestfallen, so he took hold of her hand.
“I have to be
there for my sister’s family right now, but I want there to be an “us”, but I
can’t give you that right now” he said as he held her hand “But that doesn’t
mean I don’t want to, do you understand?”
“Yes, I think
so.”
“Can you wait?”
“Yes” she said,
“on one condition.”
“Name it”
“That you give
me your mobile number, so I can talk to you or text you or something” she said.
“I’ve already
put it in your phone.”
“You have?”
“Yes” he
replied, “Now I think it’s time to get you to bed.”
“Oh goody, I
like the sound of that.”
“Calm down hot
stuff” he said, “I need to get you to bed so you have a good night’s sleep and
then we can spend an enjoyable few hours together tomorrow morning, before I
have to leave for Millmoor and you have to be at the theatre.”
Louise tottered
along the corridor beside him but when they paused to allow an elderly lady to
go through the fire doors ahead of them, she looked up at him through soulful
eyes and he kissed her, a kiss she had longed for since the moment she first
met him.
After the
long-awaited kiss, they walked hand in hand to the door of her room where they
kissed again before he unlocked the door and pushed it open, but Louise paused
in the doorway.
“I’m sorry” she
said.
“For what?”
“For being so
needy.”
“You’re not
needy, so don’t apologize for being you” he said and kissed her once more.